"...I blame these puddles on the rain..."

(title is a quote from PaperBag by Anna Nalik)

so, I know I need to keep a postive attitude, but it's hard. I just feel like most people have a better life than me. I know that isn't necissarily true, but...

I was looking at a webpage of an old college friend, and can't help but compare my life. I know I shouldn't, but, yet I do.

Then today I was on this page for my high school class. The 10 year reunion was a couple of weeks ago. I didn't go, but have read some of what people are up to. It seems like everyone is married with kids. Which I'm sure isn't true, but I think the married with kids crowd is the majority. And other people seem to be doing these great things, going to foreign countries, making the world a better place.

I know some kids that just graduated high school, are getting ready to go off to college and do great things. I guess at times I just feel like I've kind of wasted the last 10 years of my life. In some respects I wish I could redo it. I know I know, there are no redo's in life. We must learn from our mistakes and just move forward. I KNOW that. I tell people that.

Other times I wouldn't trade my experiences or friends for anything in the world.