Strangeness...and Other Ramblings
A long time ago, back when I was young, I met this nice guy. Had a huge crush on him for like forever. After we parted ways, I still thought about him often. Then I reached a point where he didn't cross my mind every day. And then I heard from him and fell back into the habit of thinking of him all the time. Then stuff happened and I really didn't want to think about him anymore. Ever. But the last couple of weeks it seems that no matter where I go, there is something that reminds me of him.
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Last night I had a dream that I received an email from this guy I used to date. He wrote something about me not keeping in touch with him. Which in "real life" he's the one who didn't keep in touch after he moved away. And so in the dream I was really annoyed with him, because I did try to stay in contact, but after a point, I quit trying.
Then later in the day, one of my magazines came in the mail. As I flipped through it I came across this article that made me think of him. Something that kind of answered a question I had since my second date with this guy.
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Today was the day that I addressed my Christmas cards. Luckily I don't have many friends. Well, and some of them I just grouped together and sent 1 since they work together. That helped. Anyway, instead of trying to figure out who I needed to send cards to, I just decided to go through each page of my address book. So I came across the address of my former "crush" and decided to send him a Christmas card. I have a feeling I will regret this later. But it's Christmas. Time of good cheer and all that, right? And since I was sending HIM one, I decided to send one to the guy I previously dated. Only his had to be an e-card as I do not have a mailing address for him.
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I was searching through the various e-cards online when my nephew, who is here visiting for a couple of weeks, came to help. There was this one card with a cat singing some Christmas song. Kind of like the dogs singing Jingle Bells. This cat just sang "meow, meow, meow...etc". My nephew thought this was hil-air-eous! He kept saying "again", "look at this one".
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Guess that's enough ramblings for now. There'll be more later. :)
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Last night I had a dream that I received an email from this guy I used to date. He wrote something about me not keeping in touch with him. Which in "real life" he's the one who didn't keep in touch after he moved away. And so in the dream I was really annoyed with him, because I did try to stay in contact, but after a point, I quit trying.
Then later in the day, one of my magazines came in the mail. As I flipped through it I came across this article that made me think of him. Something that kind of answered a question I had since my second date with this guy.
...
Today was the day that I addressed my Christmas cards. Luckily I don't have many friends. Well, and some of them I just grouped together and sent 1 since they work together. That helped. Anyway, instead of trying to figure out who I needed to send cards to, I just decided to go through each page of my address book. So I came across the address of my former "crush" and decided to send him a Christmas card. I have a feeling I will regret this later. But it's Christmas. Time of good cheer and all that, right? And since I was sending HIM one, I decided to send one to the guy I previously dated. Only his had to be an e-card as I do not have a mailing address for him.
...
I was searching through the various e-cards online when my nephew, who is here visiting for a couple of weeks, came to help. There was this one card with a cat singing some Christmas song. Kind of like the dogs singing Jingle Bells. This cat just sang "meow, meow, meow...etc". My nephew thought this was hil-air-eous! He kept saying "again", "look at this one".
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Guess that's enough ramblings for now. There'll be more later. :)
posted by Tallulah Jones | 9:31 PM
1 Comments:
Will it benefit you to leave the past in the past with your former "crush" or will it benefit you to keep an informal relationship with him? Think before you act. When you look back into your past be cautious of who you pull forward into your present life. Is it worth it? Or does it even matter?
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